eyes close into darkness

as i sit her staring into darkness
i realize how lonely i am.
i don't look forward, nor do i look back,
i just look straight into the darkness.
nothing between me and the darkness can tear me away,
just me, alone.

i realize how unique this feeling is
at times when i stare into the darkness,
its a complete feeling that i rarely feel,
the feeling of void and removal of all my surroundings.

rare silence and a complete stop of all movements
this feeling becomes overwhelming
as rare as it appears
i wish for this feeling to visit me more often.

this rare darkness is pure from all the hate in the world
it takes me into a place where i feel alone,
replenished, its makes me feel whole again.
i can escape all the realities in the world,
concentrate on the silence and the moment.
this darkness is beautiful when my eyes close into darkness.